i swear u are just my memories

these are my words that i've never said before i think i'm doing okay.

Now i know why u kept asking about her.
you should have just went straight to the point that you wanted to get to know her more.
need not until TODAY i get to know about it and negatively think that you were not sincere enough.
do u think my life is SO private.
it's not; really.
people still see me here and there.
it's their problem to judge me.
yes i do smile alot nowadays
and express happiness
so what?
and
so what if YOU've been crying and waiting
do THEY know who was actually the victim?

i swallowed every words of pain i wanted to express to you.

but why did you have to make me so angry.
and swear on things that are unnecessarily


if i can't reach out to you
i'll send a sign across the sea

i don't have to worry anymore
if i really need you
i'll go to the shore

and the thoughts of you there will be my protection

i see you right in front of me
a vision in my head
and i know this is as real
as a day dream gets

and it might seems much too far to get back where we are

you make no sound
but i can hear you in the wind
i can see this never ends
like the sea
like you for me

good bye love.