u noe i noe

these are my words that i've never said before i think i'm doing okay.

Do you know how am i doing or what i am going thru now?
or

SIMPLE.
what do i feel towards you?

Go ahead and make me sad
it’s okay if it makes you happy

Rip my heart out and step on it
it’s okay if it makes you happy






i am lost
but
i know one day ... i'll find my way.
excuse me.
i don't need ur comments.

fly away...


i am now an addict.
addicted to sleeping pills that is.


but

i am fine tho. just tired.

i've been going out almost every day.

i freaking scare my mom when i told her that i spent $ 500 on just food, ciggarette and cab fares for 3 days.

but

it's ok.
i had fun.
(some of the pics taken from this week)




that is all that matters now. right.


well, i have the power to make my life happy or sad
Right now I am happy
Happy because I am changing.
i won't say that i've changed
but i'm a changing person.

i dont need to be kind. who am i impressing?

in the final analysis.
ppl.
it's never about my life with u.
fucking hell.

in the final analysis
its between me and god.

love;
nana

rather a disturbing post
but
i wanna let u guys know something about me
when i was a lil' kid
when my parents called my full name

i fainted

therefore;
they call me
nana

now i know

good nyte.