- smile abit baby

these are my words that i've never said before i think i'm doing okay.

i got invited to an engangement ceremony laa...
congratulation to Am & who? siti eh... donnoe laa her name.

eventhough me & syz1 are together for almost 7yrs.
ppl are insane if they ever suggest for us to get engange.

well, for a reason.
syz1 find me a nuisance and i find him too a pain in the ass.
but
yeeaa... eventhough at times i feel like cutting his balls whenever he make me act like one lunatic crazy woman

i still do love him.

anyways

i'm still alive okey.
i got a LOT to share. but very limited. as i need to cut short and head home to sleep.

ok,i have started work and it's no more mon to fri. am a full-time which includes working on sat or sun. This has been a very, very long week for me so far...

am struggling to get into the habit of an earlier bedtime but it;s soo hard when i am so used to going out late at nights.

u see...
as a nurse, u gotta have enough sleep. infact on my off day. sometimes i feel that the day shld just be spent at home; sleeping instead of window shopping or sheesa-ing.

especially in my ward.
it's super riddiculous ok
working 8hrs running around.
Not even a sec. to go toilet or even a sip of h20.

Not that my day job is all bad, in fact I think I can finally start talking about my career now.
i just feel that i need time to improve.

and when i get my pay.
i bloody need to spent a pretty penny on myself by buying a surgical embolic stockings.
THOSE veins are super ugly.

scary that it looks it's gonna burst soon.

ok...
smile abit baby.

nytess.