- tired

these are my words that i've never said before i think i'm doing okay.

Believe me babe, i am sure there are many times in life when ppl feel disappointed w/ things in life. Believe me, it hurts because, I disappointed myself thinking u were a true friend.
i despise u now. truly.

i despise her

but i' wanna forget about the whole situation of she

manipulating me & several ppl in her life.

i felt that there is no point hating her

because

as time passes i will forget and learn to forgive.

Even though she had CREATEd a super ridiculous story about me.

syz1 thought she was a joke. He didn't believe her lies.

However, i learn something in return of this tragic beautiful tragedy.

i'll sacrifice.

To become a new person, to change things.

When i learn to forgive and forget, i have a reason to enjoy living.