- trying my best

these are my words that i've never said before i think i'm doing okay.

what the fcuk. my bro has a blog. that is super kental eh zul. we hardly talk at home and now we can COMMUNICATE
like going online and read each other blog.
and zul... dont write rubbish, for instance. best sex position. it's super riddiculous okey.

anyways...
i have an autograph date tomorrow. ahaha. signing the bloody contract laaa...super the leceh okay.

and
i'm trying my very best not to eat meat.
seafood is not a problem. i could skip them because i do not enjoy eating them.
i told syz1 and he's quite supportive... like uh huh... he goes like...
siak ah B... nak jadi kambing makan rumput ehk.
he made me laugh
but at the end of the day am super serious. all my salad usually have chicken and i probably must learn to pretend that the tomatoes are chicken. i know i am cruel to my body
but we'll just see how is the outcome. well, its quite healthy to go off the meat eg. hamburgers.
uh huh.. lacking protein? rubbish... the facts is that westerner have plenty of disease caused by too much proteins.i meant vegetarian. not a vegan. it's 2 different things. vegan is out of the world. i'll be better off being a cow then... two, discipline... it makes what i'm thinking to eat by giving myself restrictions.

alrighties.
good night.
i am a happy girl.
that's all that matters now.