super duper happy weekend girl

these are my words that i've never said before i think i'm doing okay.

ma mood was okey.
happy
however
a mixed of bocapness.

she triggered my mood
she is so childish to answer me in that way.
like really laa.
eeeEE.
bingit lor.
Oh well.
i'll be one childish brat then.
pls grow up laa u kaki spocen.

I'm finding my way back to sanity again.

today was spent in the ward.
tired.
pissed.
why?
because i hate that ward.
definitely
it's not even a good learning environment.

i always believe that w/ good top management.
the follower will follow their good examples.

like this specific renal ward i was attached.
the sister is so uper nice.
educated.
smart.
humble.
but yet stern and shows real professionalism.

the ssn, sn,an,hca,housekeeper.
they are also terrific and pleasant to work with.

arent we called nurses?
the world sees nurses as friendly, dedicated, giving, polite people around.
and why do students experience episods that some of the ward staff are nasty.

like hell yeah.

today was still okey.
I'm so glad that we are left w/ only 5 days in that ward.

anyway it felt soo long that i didn't glued my eyes on the tv screen.
i managed to catch super sweet 16.
me and nenek went like Ee..
stop it.
so spoilt.

but seriously if dad is rich
like really really really laaa.

i dreamed of building a space
a paradise for animals especially for cats.

a place where they can have comfy velvet sofas to sleep on.
a large playground where's there's green grasses for them to run and also big shady trees for them to snooze.
wher good tuna are served.
and
weekly grooming.

research shows that animals are one of the "pain" reliever.
children or ill people can come to the cat paradise.
it's therapy; i call.

it does work for me.
no matter how mad ppl make me...
whenever fifi meows
and
manja manja

i'll place him on my lap
gentle strokes
on their soft bodies
slowly
it takes my problem away...
not totally
but
it does calmed me down.

well, my eyes are going to shut.
no more replacement
so that means i can rot and die till sunday.

happy weekend.