This or the other one?

these are my words that i've never said before i think i'm doing okay.

so irritating that most of the shops are close for the past 3 days.

had rot and decayed at home.
played need for speed.
xbox blown

head to east coast.

rain.
sleep.

so i ever said about my old gd friend
i was disgusted by the new her
i saw her just now

she told

me
she quit her night job as a hostess
and
she's now; a waitress.

has a daughter.

single.

mother.

proud of her. she changed.

sometimes when i see her
i wish i could just say

i miss you lena.

Black Or white

Nelly Furtado

Cameron Diaz

Gucci

Victoria Beckham

am going to a A children ward.

their comment.

the staff are nasty

and

will pick on you.

uh huh

i shall know tomorrow.

i whispered to her

i'll meet you in paris.

and

don't be late...

So where did it all go wrong now?

i'll probably wait for you on the top of the moutain.

underneath the stars.