- it's not easy.

these are my words that i've never said before i think i'm doing okay.

i growed inside her
Little Heart Beating Strong
i was not An Accident
i was not A Mistake
i was the best Of surprises
two people could make.

this posting is affecting me emotionally.
i just felt her.
i do.
mama, i love you.

i am now in mother and child posting.
it was a big deal to me
as
i was scared of carrying babies.
when i first came to the ward.
i had several objectives.
getting my skills sign.

didn't i know that it was a whole new experience.
which that i won't forget.

i manage to have a day in the nursery yesterday
feeding babies.
changing diapers.
bath babies.

My long arms holding them
touching their soft skin
it was just so nice.

and

today

i went to the delivery suite.
i manage to see
2 normal
and
1 c.

the moment we stepped in at 7am
the sn instruct us to put dwn our bags and quickly go to suite 6.

we came in
and
saw the mummy was already prepared to push.
well, that mummy had epidural and so she push w/o pain.

she then gave birth to a healthy baby boy.

however,
while we were cleaning the baby.
she had difficulties pushing the placenta out
and
the mid wife
had her whole hand inside her vagina
to pull it out.
yikes.

anyway,
I didn't like the idea of an epidural,
as I wanted to be as active as possible during labour.
and
I also gotta promise myself that
I wouldn't swear and scream the delivery suite down.

and another thing.
i would love to do a water birth which is easily arranged at home.
and a large bath can be used.
well ppl,If you plan to give birth in a hospital you will have to find out what facilities are available and what their policies are regarding waterbirth.
Some hospital facilities have a waterbirth policy all ready in place.
and uh huh.
hell yea...
NUH do perform water birth yar.

One of the most common finding of research
is that many women find
that being submerged in water
enables them to relax
and they find the pain of labour lessens.

and after watching c.
i swear
it's so extremely ....
...
speechless okie.

anyway, a c is a
An incision (cut) is made in the mother's belly and uterus (womb) and then remove the baby.

uh huh.
it's so easily explained
but
i tell uuuu////
the procedures.

oh my god.
my legs just went wobbly.

it's more like tearing up a cow's meat laaa...


unforgettable.


dressed up to enter operating theater.

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