A. O. R.

these are my words that i've never said before i think i'm doing okay.

The more i work in a geri ward, the more slower, confuse i feel...
and the best thing is that i sound more and more like an a-mah nowadays.

anyways my legs .. my back are all aching.
my mom is so funny laaa.
she actually scream because she thought i bought a pantyhose for merely $70.
but uh huh
i told her it's not an ordinary pantyhose or just a cheap thin pantyhose. ok.
it does wonders too ya...
and i bought crocs too eventhough it's not even allowed while working but
hantam jer laa. the stupid pucinno or whatever shoes laa... it's killing me sei...

i have to admit i'm facing some pressure now because the ward is very heavy. almost all the pt are bed bound or twice my size or they are demented.
student time of course i love demented pt. why?
they are cute and all day u layankan jer laa org org tua berbual nonsense.
yar... eventho it can be entertaining but i tell you they make u do double job. cleaning their mess or chasing them.. gosh. so tiring.

i know things will work out in the end. They have to but i'm just tired. i need an escape. i need to be rescued.

I've got to vent a bit. it about this particular staff in the ward.
she;s just rude how she approach you, how she talk... bloody rude and she sucks my blood.
ppl like her need not be respected.
so what if u r a very "experienced" nurse.
one day if i know my job well, i wouldn't be as arrogant like you.

Don't claim you're experience
i don't call myself an expert on anything.
i know i can always learn more than I know.
The real experts i know, are the ones that are humble and just do the work.

period.
haiz. . . . .

but i'm glad i wasn't the only person on earth that have problems w/ her. even the student complaint to me that she'll be m.i.a. and the time she appears she'll demand the students to do this and that.
see...
talk alot. no actions done.

ok ok ok enough wati...

can't wait for graduation day after all. miss my school mates especially all the pantats laaa...

rahim & harith called me last week. and they were the fallen angles laa... she called me at the right time when i was so stress up w/ work.

common' who donnoe these 2 badots. talk alot of nonsense only.

anyway harith
happy advance bdae.
i can't attend ur bdae party.
ya i repeat harith has a bdae party so the boi kentalok laaaa....
heee...
because i have to work.
i love my patients, ok.

till i write again... which i have no clue. when.
remember
dont quit when the night is darkest for its just a while 'till dawn.
don't quit when the hill is steep for your goal is almost high,
Don't quit for you're not a failure until you fail to try.