big girls crying

these are my words that i've never said before i think i'm doing okay.

i feel like SHIT.

my sister is like shit

boyfriend is like shit too...
sleeping and smelling like shit too..
i called him so many times
but he's still sleeping.
i just wanna see the damm doctor


he's ignoring me.

i wanna quit my job
i hate my job

i wanna run away...