- genesis of obsessive compulsion disorder for my generation

these are my words that i've never said before i think i'm doing okay.

a new beginning for him & his gf.

went to meet him.

went mustafa
bought
purple perfumed petals
crystal glass purple flower
ferraro's
frame
card
and
went to print pix of him & gorgeous gf.


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love?
love is lust . . .

i commented.

or issit

kesenangan. . .

born a romeo?

hmm..
but some part of him
i didn't see
until that very day.

view from her place. view of clarke quay.



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awaiting for her to come home from shooting
he decorated her bed.


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we ordered mc
and
drank.

went to meet the rest.

it rained.

we separated from them.

but
the weather didn't stop us from
me & bb moon tanning

we waited
and
waited
till sunrise. time: 7;38am.



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van.sha.mark.nana
accompanied
us too.

hangover.toxicated.

we jump into the sea.
they did a double D size sand boobs for me.
shall upload the pics soon.

to dearest. with love.

anyway
wishing dearest
happy 20th birthday.

kak wani's wedding prep.

yayness.
so
so
looking forward to her beautiful day.

and the fact that bb said
i am gaining weight.

i agreed.

and
so
i'll shall
trim off my extra baby fats laaa
but still
maintain my 45kg.

and bb has plan
a whole lot of activities for us

and nxt week
we're going cycling plus tracking

burned sat. lesser time to spent with him then.

fcuk la...
i just remembered.
i am replacing my mc on this saturday.
cibaikannninakannn...

anyways
attachment went pretty well in 55 and my posting at a&e
i love the pace & speed in a&e.

i hope somebody please shake me off
from further decision to work at st.andrews.
very soon
i have to make up my mind
pursue studies to a deg. at aust.
or
just fucking work laa...

how often am i gonna post nowadays

depends on what's going on with me at the moment.
i'm busy, like now.

i'm sorry. am attached.

The hardest thing, though, was telling her.
I am straight.
Another thing that had to be done, no matter how difficult.
she didn’t take it well, as expected.


i really wish that days of our lives would just stick to tv.

let me have a quiet, boring life.